|I have tried to make this website hundreds of times in the past. It was never a lack of knowing how to use HTML, nor pure laziness and unwillingness to complete a project that held me back. No, I was held back by the debilitating phobia of sharing anything about myself. Right now, that's as open to you as I can be. Just telling you what I'm scared of gives me an anxiety that will certainly be in the back of my head for a long while. I am more afraid of opening up to people than I am of dying. Which is the perfect reason to create an "Anonymous" blog to talk about my private experiences. The intensity of my strive for personal security is largely due to the harsh lessons I've learned from connecting with other people. I think it's wrong for a master in one's own craft to hide the knowledge they've earned. If my craft is listening to the people who are never given a voice, then it's only right that I share my perspective of the world and its secrets.